Peekaboo Psychic Readings 4 Lovers & The Loverlorn

It is 7:52am Oct. 19.

10th dream in a row.

In my dream, I was in my home with a man, but there seemed to be way too much interference. A woman kept walking in, and she didn't seem to want to leave. I finally had to ask this woman to leave my home, so this man and I could be alone. The dream definitely had sexual undertones. In real life, I am taking him to a Halloween Party at my clothing optional club that I belong to. He is wanting to find a pink tie or bowtie to wear. In the dream he said he would ask his girlfriend to help him find one  I wouldn't have sex with him in the dream once he mentioned his girlfriend, and he then left my home.

in real life, I am dating the guy in my dream , but I keep it platonic as he has been dating someone in another state for a long time. He used to live in that state, but is now living in Florida and spending less and less time in that state,.  We are only friends. I enjoy his company, and I intend to keep it platonic. He is very respectful. In the dream I was tempted, but I am not in anyway tempted in real life. In the dream, I caught him cleaning and sterilizing his penis. I now realize the woman in the dream who wouldn't leave my house is his real life girlfriend.

I have had vivid dreams 9 days in a row.

BTW, For some reason. it is saying that I posted this tomorrow. H mmmmm....

I just now remembered my dream from last night. My mother (who ded August 13) was in my dream.  My mom's bathroom appeared to be all dirty and ucky. I took my mom into her bathroom to show her, but the dirt was gone. My mom seemed very weak and to have any energy and  influence on the dirty bathroom.

Honestly, I think that my mom appearing to be very weak means that the negative influence she had over my life is beginning to disappear.

The second part of my dream I was looking out my bedroom window. I saw a man on the fence just hanging there. I  made a decision to go out and get him.

It could be that is on the fence about a man or a relationship in general or it could be that someone is not sure of me.

I've remembered and had deep vivid dreams 8 days in a row!

Now that is  a record for me!

I have read, and it is true, that if you write down all your dreams for the week, they form a story and come true-usually within 3-4 weeks my dreams start to unfold into reality.

Last night's dream was that I purchased a small dog (greyish). One of the names I thought about naming her was Susie Q. I had second thoughts after purchasing her, because I don't allow dogs or even cats in my home, because I want to preserve my hot pink carpet. I also don't care to walk the dog and pick up it's poop. So I decided to return the dog with the huge cage that I had purchased for her.

I also dreamed that I was taking some kind of growth oriented workshop where you spend the night. I could not find a quiet place to sleep, because eventually people would come into that room and there would be a lot of noise. They were keeping me up all night..

I am currently doing Tony Robbin's course- The Ultimate Edge. I have the whole course, which is all of his CD's and DVD's. I have decided to journel my homework "If My Life was the way I wanted it to be, what what my life look like".

I am in a committed relationship with a man who fullfills me emotionally, sexually and romantically, and I fullfill him in these ways  as well. We are monogamous and happy together, and we are constantly learning and growing from eachother.  He, like me, loves the nudist lifestyle, and we both love traveling to nude and clothing optional destinations. I feel so lucky to be wit this man. We are madly in love with eachother. He lives in Florida like me, and he financially secure. I am financially secure, and my income is constantly icreasing and my savings are constantly increasing. I have wonderful friends who feel like family, and I have a beautiful relationship with both my brothers.

Last night's dream was actually this morning's dream. I had trouble sleeping and finally fell to sleep around 4am. The dream was that my dad (who passed away in 2001), my mom (who passed away (this August 13), one of my brothers and various people totaly unrelated to me came to visit me with important information about France and some surprise that they had for me. I sensed (or hoped) that it had to do with money. Noone would tell me what it was about, and this upset me in the dream. They also kept disappearing in the dream, and I would look for them. My brother kept telling me they were still in my house. All of a sudden EVERYONE showed up in my dream again early morning and took me somewhere for my surprise. I was shown a movie about children whose needs were needing to be fullfilled, and while viewing the movie, I had a feeling of disappointment because the surprise wasn't about money,. Something suddenly bit m eon the hand, and it urt. I didn't understand why they were showing me this movie. Then it was just my brother and me, and we were having a very important talk (relating to the surprise I believe), and I was finally receiving my surprise. Still don't know what it is. .

6:45pm Eastern - I've had all day to interpret and think about this dream. I now feel that this dream meant that my parents are looking after the needs of my two brothers and me. I feel the bite on the hand was probably from either my mom or my dad to "wake me up" and show me that all my needs are going to be taken care of. And not to worry. I do know from this dream that my one brother is aware of this surprise in store for me or us. Time will tell.......

Last night I had a dream that I met a guy who lived in a huge beautiful mantion type of  house. The next thing I knew I was in bed with the man who was renting a room from him who didn't have any money. I woke up to find I had oversleped until 8:30am, and the Air Conditioning inspector was coming as early as 8am.

BTW, I just got a new air conditioning unit and the inspector is coming from the county to approve it today. I have to wait all day for him.

My own personal interpretation of this dream is that someone who I think has money doesn't or that my expectations are too high. OR it could mean that I will be making a choice between two men - one rich and one not so rich.

I had yet more dreams last night. There were several segments to it.

The first segment was of someone I know who actually has cancer. She is about to have cancer treatments for real, and I dreamed she went bald. Her attitude was very positive.

I dreamed that I myself was losing hair in the back of my head and looking for remedies.

Then I dreamed that I unexpectedly had a house full of guests and every single guest brought their dogs. All the dogs were very small and sweet; however, because of my pink carpet, I didn't want the dogs in my house. I asked for eveyone to take the dogs out of my house. My door was wide open and there was one larger sweet dog right outside my door.

Then I dreamed that I was given a diamond ring by a man. I was unsure about wearing it, so I put it on my toe. It slipped off and for a second I thought I lost it, but I found it and then put it on my ring finger.

As Diamonds as jewels it can signify purity; strength of character; attitudes of being hard or irrefutable. It is the birthstone of someone born in April. It also symbolizes some kind of message. I am an Aries. Interesting.

 According to the dream dictionary, dreaming of small dogs, indicates that your thoughts and chief pleasures are of a frivolous order. My interpretation as a single lady, I've met a lot of men that weren't the right men for me - frivilous relationships. The door is open to someone more serious. Time will tell.

I had a dream that someone from my past found me on facebook. Well, as we all know, this is  NOT unusual to find people from your past on facebook. My dream was that this particular person, Margaret Creech or Creach (not sure how to spell it) found me on facebook. I was writing to her. Margaret was the daugher of the people who used to babysit my brother and I when we were young. Both my mom and dad worked. We would walk home from  Westchester Elementary School (by the L.A. airport), grab the bag of clothes for afterschool from the front porch, and walk to our babysitters house around the corner. We did this for a long time.I have not thought about Margaret in many many years. She was within a few years older then me. In those days they had party lines, and we shared the line with them.

I am aware that this could mean anyone from my past or even someone from my past with the name Margaret. Time will tell.

One and a half weeks ago, I woke up one morning to severe dizziness. The emergency room doctor gave me a prescription to fill for the dizziness and that was it. The dizziness didn't go away, so two days ago after a week, I went to my doctor and discovered that I have a virus in my Cochlear Ear. She said it normally takes 30-45 days for the virus to go through and that the medication controls the dizziness. I got some shots to strengthen my immune system, and I have been praying about it and doing reiki on myself . This morning, I was awakened by a surprising and amazing dream. In the dream, I was walking around my house (represents my body) continually saying that there is a virus in my house. I went into my livingroom and the room was topsy turvey and all the furniture was strewn around. In the dream, I knew it was the virus. I suddenly heard a scream outside and when I ran out I discovered that the cops had the culprit in human form in handcuffs, and he got arressted. Wow! That was one heck of a dream. THANK YOU GOD. I AM ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY.

Since 1989, I have been praying with a white candle. I light the candle, stare into the flame, and talk to/pray to God. I do this about 15 minutes a day. I have found it to be a very powerful and very effective way to connect with God. I light a white candle, because the color white is for cleansing and purity. Ask God to heal your fears, your insecurities, your sadness, etc. ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT, and remember  HE is a part of you . Don't edit your prayers. Cry, scream, yell. It's ok. You can ask questions, and YOU WILL get answers. Praying like this will even enhance your psychic abilities. Remember to also be consistent with your prayers.

If you would like to speed the process up, pray 2-3 times a day for 15 minutes + each time. Now in doing that, be prepared, because things will happen FAST!

Being single for 39 years (divorced since I was 21), I have taken one long and powerful "inner self" journey. It has been a most interesting journey at that. There are some perks to being single and there are also perks to being in a long relationship. Being single, I depend on me and only me to take care of my emotional, spiritual and financial needs. I don't have anyone on a daily constant basis to lean on or depend on or to control what I do. I am my own person; however, there are times when I just want to give these needs to someone to take over for me or just to share them with me.  Other times, I am grateful for my ability to stand on my own. I definitely know beyond a shadow of a doubt that if I had found my spiritual life partner and had gotten married AGAIN early on or had stayed married to a man I met as a teenager, I would not be the woman I am today. I certainly wouldn't be as evolved as I am now or as "sexy" as I am now.  I wouldn't have a strong faith in God nor would I have written my Sexy Love Affirmations book. I wouldn't be doing the psychic and reiki work that I am doing now. I also know that I wouldn't be living in a home with wall to wall hot pink carpet. I wouldn't even be the shadow of the woman I am now. Perhaps I might not even be a nudist now.  Now all that and more is something to ponder on. Where would I be if I wasn't.....

THANK YOU GOD; HOWEVER, now I am ready to embark on the journey of love. At 60, I have only just begun.

I sometimes have a problem with high blood pressure. I went to bed Friday night feeling fine. I was awakened about 1:30 Saturday morning by what I can only call a very determined spirit. It wanted me to get out of bed and kept poking me. I was a little unnerved by it, and told it to go away if it wasn't in the light;  but it was persistent.  Then spirit kept sending me these intense spine tingling chills. I finally gave in and got out of bed. I walked into the livingroom. It was spine tingling and chilling cold in there. I glanced over at my blood pressure machine which was in the corner. Something told me to take my blood pressure, so I did, and it was extremely high. I then took my blood pressure medication. The spirit immediately disappeared. I am so grateful to spirit, my God, for taking care of me. Living alone I always worry about the "what if" factor, and now I know.... I am not alone.

THANK YOU GOD!

My hot pink obsession began around 1985-1986 time period. Before that, I had a red obsession. I wore red everyday of the week. My friends and coworkers would count how many times a month I wore red. I remember going to a hynotherapist for something totally unrelated, and she told me I had to soften my energy. She then hynotized me so that I would not wear red anymore. To this day, and it has been over 20 years, I cannot handle wearing red. I turned to pink (a much softer color), and now I am absolutely in love with the color pink. I even have wall to wall hot pink carpet and a pink golf cart. Pink is a very loving and soothing color, and I obviously feel the need to surround myself with love energy. I am single, so any man who gets involved with me must put up with my "pink obsession". Someday, I will own a hot pink car. When I do a reiki healing in which it deals with emotions and love, I use the energy from the color pink. My friends all call me the PINK LADY, PINKSTER, PINK and even the PINK GODDESS.